Seriously ; i think Joshua must pay me cash for updating his DEAD blog . Anyway ; things between me and tht guy i mentioned previously ; should be okay right now . Cause we managed to talk and i finally apologised to him (: He didnt really understand why i have to apologise to him but still ; i forced him to accept the apology .
Realised tht i cant lose a bestie just like tht . Okays ; im crapping right now .
Another thing before i log off his account is tht i wna tell to the whole world tht JOSHUA IS AN IDIOT (: !
topsy turvy-ed @ 8:57 PM
Saturday, February 23, 2008
being kind here to help Joshua update his dead blog (:
Have you guys out there ever confessed to someone you liked for a very long time ? Yes ; i know . The feeling of being accepted could make one feel butterflies in his/her stomach . In contrast ; the feeling of being rejected could break a heart into pieces . But how many of you actually hurt the person, you thought you liked, before ? Do you guys know the feeling of it ? In fact ; i do .
A few weeks ago ; i re-confessed to the guy i liked for 3 years . I thought my feelings for him were still strong . Then ; i realised tht my liking of him is actually something out of habit . I know tht i knew the truth long time ago ; however i deceived myself cause im afraid of accepting changes . In the end ; i hurt tht guy deeply .
He was once my best friend . Someone who i could talk to about everything under the sun .
Yet ; i did this to him ...
By : emotional author .
topsy turvy-ed @ 4:40 PM
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Label me as Joshua just not my full name, please(:
Turning a year older on every 20thJuly
Currently a student in EvergreenSecondary with no cca
Stuck at Enterprise for 2 god-damn years where i spent my days sleeping and chatting with Geraldine.
Seriously, i think bbt's the best invention on Earth !
And Geraldine's the greatest friend one could ever find :D
